:')

No one will ever understand the feelings that I'm feeling right now...It's so confusing and it's irritating me all the time. I saw the past, in a way that I've figured out. I finally understand that I'm not really that important to someone whom I think it's important to me. The moment I found out about this, my heart breaking into pieces, one by one ripping down piece by piece. How wonderful isn't it? The pathetic little me. Hilarious. :')

「Casarie」♀

:))

Hey guys! Well, finally holidays have started so it brings me here, sharing my thoughts of view.
After all these years, I'm wondering why..why can't I feel back the warmness of the family..?
I mean it's like totally different than before. Whenever I'm in there, I feel sad and pathetic. Not happiness. Hilarious isn't it? LOL.
I miss the past, as always. I wish somehow the time could just turn to the other way round so that it can brings me back to the past time. Remembering the childhood time makes me laugh.. :')
I miss the moment when I was in my primary school, at least the people there doesn't insult. Unlike the people here..as you guys know and I don't wanna mention it here. They're like wow, is that really him or her? Unexpected, unbelievable and undeniable. 3U's says it all :)
All I can say is to be caution and aware, you should not trust someone easily. It's for your own sake, but the biggest vulnerability of mine is to trust someone easily. I know this sounds dork but I can't just bare with it. Just snub me. LMAO!
Anyway, I hope all the best to you guys from who knows where. :)
And for those who are sitting for their trial exam, all the best and good luck! :)

As for my special one, although this sounds helpless but I really do hope that my support are useful enough for you..so all the best of luck to you and just do your best during exam time!
ILY and IMY..♥ :D



「Casarie」♀

囧

Hey guys! My July tests is finally over and yeah, I got the results and it's not that good because I didn't study for it so not really upset tho. :D
I've been very busy nowadays and I don't really have much time to update my blog as often as I usually do because of homeworks, school thingy and so on. So please forgive me guys. :)
Secondly, homeworks are really thwarting. I don't feel like doing it. *please bear the indolence of mine* :D
All I need now is a nice and peaceful holiday without any HOMEWORK.
Can someone just work it out? LOL.

See you guys soon! (I hope so) LMAO. :)



囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧　　　囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧　　　囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧　　　囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　囧囧囧　　　　囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　囧囧囧　　　　囧囧囧　　　囧　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　囧囧囧　　　　　囧囧囧　　囧囧　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　囧囧囧　　　　　囧囧囧囧囧囧囧　　囧囧
囧囧　　　囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧囧囧囧囧　　囧囧
囧囧　　囧囧囧　　　　　　　　囧囧囧囧囧　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧　　　　　　囧囧　　　　　囧囧　　　　　　囧囧
囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧






「Casarie」♀

:(

What I can say is that I'm in big depression currently, one of the reason is because of my new life in Pre-U. It's definitely miserable for me. Homeworks are a lot like HELL. I'm surrounded with lots of sarcastic and sly humans and it's hard for me to be cautious all the time. Life is just always that hard right? Once I realize about it, I know that I'm no longer will be the dumb lil girl anymore.. :)

「Casarie」♀

:)

Hey guys! I'm back again for my new post, I mean short post. So sorry because my inspiration is just not coming to me so I can't do anything right? LOL :D
So I'll just begin with my new life, Form 6.
Form 6 is definitely not a life. I mean it's bad? Like bad bad? Reasons? 'Cause can't play anymore..must be much more serious than last time but who cares? I don't :D
Maybe I will but just not now...you know...it's like I'm just started to enjoy my fun life so I'm not going to end it that fast. :)
And I know a new friend here...it's not new actually...we've known each other for a few years ago but met back in my school. What a coincidence right? :D
So we've become a best friend after that. *glad* :)

I'm very happy and satisfy with my own life right now so don't you ever dare to come in and screw my life up. I'll kill you if you do so, I swear to god. No joke.

And for the rest of the form 4, 5 and the upper 6 candidates, good luck to you guys and there is just 1 more week left, then you all can enjoy the 2 weeks holiday already. All the best! :)

As about me, I'll try to write more for the coming holidays. So see you guys again soon~!
Ciao and take care! :)











「Casarie」♀

=D

So here I am again with my new post. Well, school's going to be opening soon, very soon which is on this Monday. I am pretty upset but what to do? It's fixed. LOL! So, it's good to know that I've already moved on. I no longer staying at the sad place anymore. I am happy with my new life now, going back to school like usual and nothing to worry about except for studies. I'll try to be smart and wise, sagacious should be the word.

Next, Mother's Day is going to be tomorrow and I'll bring my parents to go somewhere to eat for our breakfast, lunch and dinner. Since I'd already got my salary, so I'll treat everything. =)

I'm wondering how's my form 6 life's gonna be....worst nightmare ever?

Or it's going to be nice?
The curiosity of mine are struggling to know on what's going to happen next. I hope that there won't be any argument going on. You know, like conflicts?

Hmm...Am awaiting for a better day and a better life. May God bless.

Will blog again soon. Sorry for the lack of posts guys. Take care!

Lastly, Happy Mother's Day to YOU mom! I LoveYou!♥

「Casarie」♀

Hmm... =/

First of all I don't know what I wanted to write about...there are so many thoughts in my mind right now and I don't know why but I'm just clueless. Well, guys are just jerks right? At first they'll gave you all the promises and hopes and saying that they will just love you for now and forever but at last what do I actually get? NOTHING. I get NOTHING. He broke his promises, he broke my dreams, and he broke my hopes. What an ANUS. Don't give any promise and hope while you think that you can't do it or keep it. He just hurts me too well. That's what I always got in love. I'm just too dumb I guess? =/

Everything is just so sweet at the beginning but bitter in the ends. Love hurts whether it's right or wrong...

「Casarie」♀

I'm back ;)

Hey guys! It's been like ancient since I've updated my blog I know and I'm so so so sorry because I don't really have much time to do my own things lately cause of my job...The whole day from 10am till 10pm I'm in the mall working so I can't really update my blog as often as I used to be. So I will start apologize again.*enough with the sorry topics* =X

So well well well, where should I start from? LOL. I've no idea. Crap.

First of all, I will be resigning from my job at the end of this month which is end of the march.

Reasons? Because I'm super duper tired. I've never rest since my SPM exam so I think it's time for me to have some rest. Maybe it will be hard for me to put it down because I know I'll miss all of my colleagues. They've been very nice to me, much more nicer than the people that I've met in school but not included my besties. =) They thought me a lot of things and I think I've become more mature than last time I guess? I mean not that pamper? LOL. I will miss all of them for sure. =)

The day after tomorrow, I went to KL for a one day trip. Went to the Berjaya Hills Resort for a walk. Nice scenes seriously. They have the European style. They built it as they'll look like the France scenes. The japanese houses are not bad too.

Here are some of the pictures. =)

Please forgive me for the less quantity of the pictures because the picture size are too large so I can't really upload it all here so I'll just upload a few of it.

I will try my best to not make my blog look like a dead blog. Will try to blog as often as I can. So see you guys next time and I hope that I'll be back for blogging again soon. LOL! Take care and all the best! Ciao! =)

「Casarie」♀

CLUELESS.

There are many things on my mind right now. I'm stuck, I'm blur, I'm curious, and I'm confuse. For sure you guys won't understand what I'm feeling or thinking right now because I don't even know what I'm thinking too. I admit that I really think too much but what should I do? My mind is not under my control seriously. *Sigh* I think I will be insane for some time. Just ignore me. LOL. One word to describe, that is CLUELESS. =)
Having a crush on a guy is really difficult right? =/




「Casarie」♀

=)

Well, currently enjoying my job now although it's super freaking tiring and exhausting but who cares? LOL. So, CNY is coming soon...way too soon and I still haven't buy anything yet not even my new year clothes. Darn it. =X

At first, I thought that I'll be very free after my SPM but who knows that I'm busier than I'm having my SPM exam. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends nor watching a movie, just a movie but I can't. =(

Paranormal Activity 2! I wanted to watch it so badly, seriously. But when? *urghh* >_<

*Sigh* life isn't easy right? It is not for sure. -.-

I'm awaiting for my CNY break day so that I can rest for at least a few days.

Hope to have a prosperous CNY on this year.

Wish to have an exciting day.

Take care guys!

Ciao =)

「Casarie」♀

=X

I'm so sorry guys...I'm just way too exhausted for now and forever which means that I'm not going to blog that often like usual because I'm working now like for a few months. I'll try to update my bloggie as much as I can, I promised. But maybe not because I really lack of times. So see you guys soon and Happy New Year!

A brand new day for a brand new year.

All the best and aim for the better.

Best of luck guys!

「Casarie」♀