This ain't a fairytale...♥

:')

2011-09-06T21:01:00.004+08:00

No one will ever understand the feelings that I'm feeling right now...It's so confusing and it's irritating me all the time. I saw the past, in a way that I've figured out. I finally understand that I'm not really that important to someone whom I think it's important to me. The moment I found out about this, my heart breaking into pieces, one by one ripping down piece by piece. How wonderful isn't it? The pathetic little me. Hilarious. :')

「Casarie」♀

:))

2011-08-29T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! Well, finally holidays have started so it brings me here, sharing my thoughts of view.
After all these years, I'm wondering why..why can't I feel back the warmness of the family..?
I mean it's like totally different than before. Whenever I'm in there, I feel sad and pathetic. Not happiness. Hilarious isn't it? LOL.
I miss the past, as always. I wish somehow the time could just turn to the other way round so that it can brings me back to the past time. Remembering the childhood time makes me laugh.. :')
I miss the moment when I was in my primary school, at least the people there doesn't insult. Unlike the people here..as you guys know and I don't wanna mention it here. They're like wow, is that really him or her? Unexpected, unbelievable and undeniable. 3U's says it all :)
All I can say is to be caution and aware, you should not trust someone easily. It's for your own sake, but the biggest vulnerability of mine is to trust someone easily. I know this sounds dork but I can't just bare with it. Just snub me. LMAO!
Anyway, I hope all the best to you guys from who knows where. :)
And for those who are sitting for their trial exam, all the best and good luck! :)

As for my special one, although this sounds helpless but I really do hope that my support are useful enough for you..so all the best of luck to you and just do your best during exam time!
ILY and IMY..♥ :D

「Casarie」♀

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2011-07-31T17:20:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! My July tests is finally over and yeah, I got the results and it's not that good because I didn't study for it so not really upset tho. :D
I've been very busy nowadays and I don't really have much time to update my blog as often as I usually do because of homeworks, school thingy and so on. So please forgive me guys. :)
Secondly, homeworks are really thwarting. I don't feel like doing it. *please bear the indolence of mine* :D
All I need now is a nice and peaceful holiday without any HOMEWORK.
Can someone just work it out? LOL.

See you guys soon! (I hope so) LMAO. :)

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「Casarie」♀

:(

2011-07-13T15:34:00.010+08:00

What I can say is that I'm in big depression currently, one of the reason is because of my new life in Pre-U. It's definitely miserable for me. Homeworks are a lot like HELL. I'm surrounded with lots of sarcastic and sly humans and it's hard for me to be cautious all the time. Life is just always that hard right? Once I realize about it, I know that I'm no longer will be the dumb lil girl anymore.. :)

「Casarie」♀

:)

2011-05-20T17:47:00.008+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back again for my new post, I mean short post. So sorry because my inspiration is just not coming to me so I can't do anything right? LOL :D
So I'll just begin with my new life, Form 6.
Form 6 is definitely not a life. I mean it's bad? Like bad bad? Reasons? 'Cause can't play anymore..must be much more serious than last time but who cares? I don't :D
Maybe I will but just not now...you know...it's like I'm just started to enjoy my fun life so I'm not going to end it that fast. :)
And I know a new friend here...it's not new actually...we've known each other for a few years ago but met back in my school. What a coincidence right? :D
So we've become a best friend after that. *glad* :)

I'm very happy and satisfy with my own life right now so don't you ever dare to come in and screw my life up. I'll kill you if you do so, I swear to god. No joke.

And for the rest of the form 4, 5 and the upper 6 candidates, good luck to you guys and there is just 1 more week left, then you all can enjoy the 2 weeks holiday already. All the best! :)

As about me, I'll try to write more for the coming holidays. So see you guys again soon~!
Ciao and take care! :)

「Casarie」♀

=D

2011-05-07T20:07:00.009+08:00

So here I am again with my new post. Well, school's going to be opening soon, very soon which is on this Monday. I am pretty upset but what to do? It's fixed. LOL! So, it's good to know that I've already moved on. I no longer staying at the sad place anymore. I am happy with my new life now, going back to school like usual and nothing to worry about except for studies. I'll try to be smart and wise, sagacious should be the word.

Next, Mother's Day is going to be tomorrow and I'll bring my parents to go somewhere to eat for our breakfast, lunch and dinner. Since I'd already got my salary, so I'll treat everything. =)

I'm wondering how's my form 6 life's gonna be....worst nightmare ever?

Or it's going to be nice?
The curiosity of mine are struggling to know on what's going to happen next. I hope that there won't be any argument going on. You know, like conflicts?

Hmm...Am awaiting for a better day and a better life. May God bless.

Will blog again soon. Sorry for the lack of posts guys. Take care!

Lastly, Happy Mother's Day to YOU mom! I LoveYou!♥

「Casarie」♀

Hmm... =/

2011-04-04T12:44:00.005+08:00

First of all I don't know what I wanted to write about...there are so many thoughts in my mind right now and I don't know why but I'm just clueless. Well, guys are just jerks right? At first they'll gave you all the promises and hopes and saying that they will just love you for now and forever but at last what do I actually get? NOTHING. I get NOTHING. He broke his promises, he broke my dreams, and he broke my hopes. What an ANUS. Don't give any promise and hope while you think that you can't do it or keep it. He just hurts me too well. That's what I always got in love. I'm just too dumb I guess? =/

Everything is just so sweet at the beginning but bitter in the ends. Love hurts whether it's right or wrong...

「Casarie」♀

I'm back ;)

2011-03-04T12:41:00.022+08:00

Hey guys! It's been like ancient since I've updated my blog I know and I'm so so so sorry because I don't really have much time to do my own things lately cause of my job...The whole day from 10am till 10pm I'm in the mall working so I can't really update my blog as often as I used to be. So I will start apologize again.*enough with the sorry topics* =X

So well well well, where should I start from? LOL. I've no idea. Crap.

First of all, I will be resigning from my job at the end of this month which is end of the march.

Reasons? Because I'm super duper tired. I've never rest since my SPM exam so I think it's time for me to have some rest. Maybe it will be hard for me to put it down because I know I'll miss all of my colleagues. They've been very nice to me, much more nicer than the people that I've met in school but not included my besties. =) They thought me a lot of things and I think I've become more mature than last time I guess? I mean not that pamper? LOL. I will miss all of them for sure. =)

The day after tomorrow, I went to KL for a one day trip. Went to the Berjaya Hills Resort for a walk. Nice scenes seriously. They have the European style. They built it as they'll look like the France scenes. The japanese houses are not bad too.

Here are some of the pictures. =)

Please forgive me for the less quantity of the pictures because the picture size are too large so I can't really upload it all here so I'll just upload a few of it.

I will try my best to not make my blog look like a dead blog. Will try to blog as often as I can. So see you guys next time and I hope that I'll be back for blogging again soon. LOL! Take care and all the best! Ciao! =)

「Casarie」♀

CLUELESS.

2011-01-10T22:31:00.004+08:00

There are many things on my mind right now. I'm stuck, I'm blur, I'm curious, and I'm confuse. For sure you guys won't understand what I'm feeling or thinking right now because I don't even know what I'm thinking too. I admit that I really think too much but what should I do? My mind is not under my control seriously. *Sigh* I think I will be insane for some time. Just ignore me. LOL. One word to describe, that is CLUELESS. =)
Having a crush on a guy is really difficult right? =/

「Casarie」♀

=)

2011-01-07T18:17:00.006+08:00

Well, currently enjoying my job now although it's super freaking tiring and exhausting but who cares? LOL. So, CNY is coming soon...way too soon and I still haven't buy anything yet not even my new year clothes. Darn it. =X

At first, I thought that I'll be very free after my SPM but who knows that I'm busier than I'm having my SPM exam. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends nor watching a movie, just a movie but I can't. =(

Paranormal Activity 2! I wanted to watch it so badly, seriously. But when? *urghh* >_<

*Sigh* life isn't easy right? It is not for sure. -.-

I'm awaiting for my CNY break day so that I can rest for at least a few days.

Hope to have a prosperous CNY on this year.

Wish to have an exciting day.

Take care guys!

Ciao =)

「Casarie」♀

=X

2011-01-02T00:18:00.008+08:00

I'm so sorry guys...I'm just way too exhausted for now and forever which means that I'm not going to blog that often like usual because I'm working now like for a few months. I'll try to update my bloggie as much as I can, I promised. But maybe not because I really lack of times. So see you guys soon and Happy New Year!

A brand new day for a brand new year.

All the best and aim for the better.

Best of luck guys!

「Casarie」♀

Merry X'mas Everyone!

2010-12-25T09:44:00.013+08:00

All I have to say is that I'm so god damn happy yesterday because I'd celebrated the christmas celebration with my lovely cousin sister♥! Off we go yesterday night at 8.00pm sharp to Ec mall. Went to Padini and there's a big sales going on! Discount up to 70%! Wow, yes I know, up to 70%. My lovely cousin sis bought me a shirt as my christmas and new year present! I love that shirt way too much! Thx cousie! First time received a christmas and new year present at the same time! Unbelievable huh? xD
My cousin sis bought a shirt for herself from Padini, which is a cute T and it suit her so much because she is just way too cute! Haha! She's loving it. (McD slogan) =P
Later on, we went to another shop to shop again. We are the *Shopaholic*! *roar* LMAO! =)
After finished shopping, we went to the fun fair park and this time my cousin sis treat me again! *shy* The token is so expensive. 1 token = RM2. The games that we played needed 2 and 3 tokens. Played 2 games and it's like OMG. I almost fainted after playing. Ya, I know you guys will be thinking that I'm so lame or lousy or whatever it is. But seriously and honestly, I can feel that my stomach are still aching till now. No joke. But the games are really very fun! We're like so drunk and high. Felt so dizzy. =X
Lastly, we had our countdown session together at the Station 1 cafe. There's a singing performance too. Not bad la. LOL! =X
So, when the clock reached 12am sharp, all of us shouted and screamed and sang christmas songs together. We were so happy and really had lots of fun together! xD
We went back at around 1am.
Once again, a thousand and a million thanks to my lovely cousin sis for buying me a christmas and a new year present! Really love it so muchie!♥
Next time, I swear if I got a job and got my salary I will treat you go yc and buy presents for you. Love ya♥! Take care ;D

♥♥♥

@.@

O.o

P/S: The photos are not really that clear so, sorry
for the photos quality.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New year again! =)

「Casarie」♀

♥♥♥

2010-12-21T13:19:00.005+08:00

I wanted to announce to everyone that I'm officially FREE from SPM already!!! I've been awaiting for this moment to come since when? Hmm =/ I don't remember when was it.. ahh, but who cares right? xD
So exam is over now and what's my plan? I don't know yet. Maybe to get a job? I hope so because I really lack of vitamin M lately. LOL! So, am going to enjoy my holiday and hang out with friends and etc. Just can't believe that the exam is over. It's like passes too fast. Well, I guess time is always passes so fast right? So, cherish everything before it is too late.
To my other friends who will go for further studies, take good care of yourself and stay in the pink of health! Hope to see you guys in the future if there's a chance.

Lastly, wish u guys Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year!

Aim for the better and all the best!

Take care! ;)

「Casarie」♀

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows ♥

2010-12-13T12:57:00.010+08:00

There's only one word to describe about this movie that is : AWESOME! ;)
Watched this at the theatre yesterday night with my besties. The movie was so great and the scariest too if compare to the others movie of the Harry Potter. I get shocked for almost all the time. LOL. But this year Harry Potter was the BEST! Best among the best! That's all I can say about this movie. =)
I give full stars for this. c[;

Can't wait for the 2nd part to release! *I'm awaiting* xD

「Casarie」♀

;))

2010-12-09T18:38:00.009+08:00

So, yeah~! I got my license already which means that I passed my test! xD Unfortunately, I'm not really that happy during the test time because I got a moron man which is technically psycho and he seriously pissed me off. I feel like telling him this: "Hey, can you please learn some respect and manners? And can you just keep your big mouth shut while I'm driving?" But I never tell that because I'm afraid that I'll lose my license P. LOL.

Next, finished my account papers at last! And for now, I'm awaiting for my last paper, Economy which is on the next next week -.- *Sigh* So long to wait but nevermind. So this week will definitely be my holiday week and I'm going out for movies! *Excited* OMG. I never been out for movies for like months! Can you guys imagine that? I NEVER GO OUT FOR MOVIES FOR LIKE MONTHS! Unbelievable right? LMAO. Well, will blog as soon as I can.

Good luck for the next paper! ;)

Take care guys!
Ciao. =)

「Casarie」♀

=X

2010-11-28T10:17:00.014+08:00

It's just a few more weeks to go till the end of the day of SPM~! I'm going to take my [P] license soon, it's like very soon. *Kernel panic*again Crap =X

Am feeling so excited right now although the exam is still going on? Hmm...= Having Maths paper tomorrow. The worst subject ever in my life! I hate countings! I don't even know how am I going to face my Maths paper tomorrow and my Account papers on the next week. =/ Anyway, wish me the best of luck and I'll try my best.

I hope so =X

Daydreaming AGAIN I guess...?

「Casarie」♀

SPM =|

2010-11-10T16:01:00.019+08:00

Well, exam is just around the corner and I still haven't start my revision yet! OMG...and I'm just so exhausted on these days because of the driving test and there are all these bruises all around my hand. =( Oh gosh, luckily I passed my kelayakan test if not for sure I'll be committing suicide now for making my hand to have all these ugly bruises. LOL! So, talking about the exam, hmm...Nervous? Not really. Excited? Nope. Then? = I don't know. Hah! =) Just to hope and wish that it could pass as quickly as it can to be. So I'll be gone from blogging from now on. I promise that I'll blog as much as I can after the exam is over! Wish me luck kay? Wish you guys all the best for those who sits for the exam which starts from 23th of November till 20th of December, the last day of the test! Can't wait~! Good luck guys! Do not burn the midnight oil! ;)

「Casarie」♀

;)

2010-10-25T16:24:00.021+08:00

Went out yesterday with my dear friend Pei Pei aka Pie Pie =D

Watched a movie titled "The Perfect Wedding".

The movie is so damn funny and kinda sad too.

We enjoyed the movie very much. =)

We went for a walk after the movie and realized that it's going to rain so we went back home early at around 3 something.

Bought my favourite bread from the RotiBoy.

Tasted awesome! ;D

Had lots of fun too. ;)

;)

=)

「Casarie」♀

♥♥♥

2010-10-20T21:42:00.005+08:00

Happy 20.10.2010 (20102010) I guess? ;)

「Casarie」♀

★ The Child's Eye ★

2010-10-17T19:31:00.008+08:00

All I can say is the movie is nice but it's kinda sad cause I can't get to watch the 3D one because it's all SOLD OUT! But nevermind, at least I got to watched the normal one instead of nothing. So it actually didn't really freaks me out but I've no idea why are all the peoples who are inside the theatre are so freaked out. They are just like a bunch of idiots who are too over reacted. I mean those girls. So sorry for me to said that because they just loved to shout from the beginning till the end of the movie. They're just way too much. LOL. So it's kinda frustrating with those kind of screaming and yelling sounds all around you while you're enjoying watching your movie right? LMAO. So, thumbs up I guess? =)

「Casarie」♀

Yippee!

2010-10-15T21:11:00.008+08:00

I passed for my undang test today and

I am so damn happy right now! xD

Never thought of that I'll pass for the first time. LOL.

Anyway, god bless me and my aunt too. =)

Am so excited and can't really express how I feel right now.

LMAO. So, I hope that it won't be a boring weekend.

I miss you aunt, really miss ♥

Take good care in the other world.

「Casarie」♀

Rest in peace to my dearest aunt ♥

2010-10-14T22:12:00.009+08:00

Today is 14th of October, Thursday.

My aunt had passed away 3 days ago.

I went to her funeral procession yesterday and it was the first time I don’t feel afraid when I saw her corpse, I don’t know why.

Maybe it's because of she shows no anger on her face which makes me thinks that she's smiling but I hope that you’ll rest in peace my dear aunt.

Hope that you’ll do well in another world and we’ll miss you.

Lots of love.♥♥♥

「Casarie」♀

【KL + Resident Evil 3D】

2010-09-15T13:12:00.035+08:00

I went to KL with my parents on last Sunday and I just came back from there two days ago. I was having lots of fun there although it's kinda freaking me out when I'm on my way heading to KL sitting the double-deck bus. Well, I guess you can figure it out on why I'm so afraid about it. Oh yeah, I saw my lil cousin bro at last! I took lots of pictures this time. Was so happy and having fun with him. But I'm sick in the next morning when I woke up from the bed. Maybe I'm not use to it and plus my nose are very sensitive to dust so I guess thats why I fall sick easily. LOL. My parents and I went to Mid Valley at around 1.26pm for eyes check up at ISEC. Waited from 1.30pm till 3.00pm. =.= I was like oh gosh, the appointment is at 2.00pm and we went there early but yet still need to wait so long. WTF. But I don't have the patient to wait so I went for a walk at Mid Valley alone. I still remembered it was like a labyrinth for me when I first time went there alone cause I almost can't find my way out. Dumb huh? LOL. I bought McD filet-o-fish for my lunch. After that I went back up to the centre-point South. After everything is done, we went to the bus station and luckily we don't have wait again. We took the 4.30pm bus and reached back to Kuantan around 7.45pm. Was exhausted but happy and peace. =D

Next, I went to watched a movie titled "Resident Evil 3D" yesterday with my friend. The movie was kinda bloody but quite nice though cause it has lots of 3D's effect. Went to Ecm around 3.30pm and had my lunch at Food & Tea. The movie starts at 6pm and end around 7+. Had a walk at Carrefour for awhile and went back home around 8.15pm I guess. Saw many chocolates there and it's tempting me! But I can't eat cause I'm sick. Sigh. Better get well soon cause trial exam is on next monday! I don't want to suffer during exam time cause I can't think well if I'm sick and I may fail the test, oh no! Shit! I'm not going to let that happen. So, god bless me. =)
I think that's all for today and I'm not going to blog till my trial exam is over from now on unless if there's really something special for me to blog about. So, see you guys after 1 month. Good luck for all the students who sits for the trial SPM. Tata. X)

「Casarie」♀

『Piranha』

2010-09-05T18:19:00.020+08:00

Well, talking about yesterday, I went to ECM with Yi Xian and we failed to watch Piranha because of my look which doesn't shows that I'm mature enough to watch the movie which is under 18 and you know what, I'm going to act as mature as I can to prevent this thing from happening next time. LOL. So sorry Xian. *awkward* Actually we're almost there but because of the 2 stupid idiot indian guy who wanted to check our IC so much, we failed to watch the movie. He said he needs a proof to prove that we are above 18 years old but he never check the others. Unfair! So fine, we don't have a proof. So we ended up watching PCK. Quite funny but Piranha is much much more better than PCK and thats what I can say. But is okay...at least I get to watched it today. Thanks to my friend who had accompany me today and so sorry for shocking you the whole time. Same as the guy who sat beside me. He get scared for several times by covering his eyes with his hand. LMAO. I remembered my friend had told me before that my scream was like exactly the same like the movie till she can't even differentiate which is mine and which is the movie one. LOL! Suddenly felt like I have the potential to scream. Haha !
So, had a great time and thanks again =D

Take care. =)

Wee~ Piranha XD

「Casarie」♀

Excited ♥

2010-09-03T18:23:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, I'm back again..LMAO. So trial exam is going to start right after the 2 weeks holiday. Hmm...it's not a right time for a holiday actually. But I still haven't start my revision yet! OMG. But going to study in this 2 weeks holiday and I hope that I can concentrate too. God bless me please! Okay, so enough for this "STUDY" topic. Well, all I can say is that I'm pretty excited now cause am going to watch movie tomorrow with my dearest friend =) 『Piranha』 Can't wait for tomorrow ! Going gaga already, LOL.
P/S: Going to sleep over at Yi Xian's house tonight. Never sleep over with friends before but I think it will be fun! =D
Excited ! I'll try to take more pictures this time.
I think thats all from me. Tata guys. Take care. =)

「Casarie」♀

Stuck?

2010-08-29T17:07:00.003+08:00

Well, it's a boring sunday again. Planned to skip school tomorrow cause no one is going. I attended St. Thomas Chinese Society Installation Night 2010/2011 on last friday which means day before yesterday. Kinda fun and enjoyed myself too. But never took many pictures, just a few. And the weird thing is, I met him back for the third time and I've no idea why he leaved such a deep impression to me. I met him before last time twice but I never expect that I'll met him back again. So I wonder that do I have the fate in meeting him again next time? I hope so =X LOL. Just forget about it. I don't even know what the heck I'm talking about. Craps. Lastly, I'll try to update my blog as often as I can but I don't really have much ideas nowadays I don't know why so it's kinda hard for me to write without an inspiration. Hmm...I think thats all from me. I'll end it here. Take care guys. =)

This ain't lust, I know this is love.
So, should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements even if it leads nowhere?

「Casarie」♀

St.John Annual Dinner 2010 ♥

2010-08-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

8.21.2010

Well, St.John Annual Dinner 10 was held at Restaurant Mexica. The dinner starts at around 7-8pm. It was quite fun but I find it a lil boring cause the performance sucks except for the singing part. =X The foods are not really that nice if compared to last year but can consider as okay la. After the dinner ends, I went to JR for awhile and then went home at around 12am+ Took some pictures. I do really enjoy myself. I think thats all I got to say so I'll end it here. Good night guys. =)

「Casarie」♀

ღ A brand new life ღ

2010-08-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, hmm...I don't know where should I start...Well, the reason why I deleted all my blog post is because I wanted to have a new beginning. So just assume it as my new bloggie. Okay, I don't know how many of you will be reading my blog but for those people who are reading this, thanks a lot. So how are you guys doing out there? Hope you guys doing fine and are in a pink of health. So, my trial exam is just around the corner but I still haven't start my revision yet. Still not in a mood to study huh? LOL. And the saddest thing is I just found out my 3 months holiday fade away just like that. Thanks a lot to the stupid PLKN for ruin my holiday. Well, am trying some ways to figure it out. Oh ya, I watched 2 movies on yesterday night with my friend. Tekken and Curse Of The Deserted. Quite nice and not bad though. Had a great day yesterday. Hope there's a next time soon. I think I'll end it here. Am going to bed now. Good night guys. Sweet dreams. =)

「Casarie」♀